&i dont believe in happy ever afters.
oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.
Sunday, February 26, 2006
i dont want go taiwan la! like that i will be missing two class gatherings alr. e3 BBQ and 6g dinner! really dun feel like going at all can. kena forced. really want to meet 6g pple lo, so long nvr see them. and e3 BBQ, it's the 1st BBQ can. sigh. no choice de lo. sian.

somethings i made cos im darn bored at home. hahas. just see la.






















&still trying to find a happy ending

Saturday, February 25, 2006
the wind was like super strong today la, on the way home, at the void deck, the wind is practically blowing me away! so scary. but it was very cooling leh, very nice. hahas.

weiting went to LTA with me, to take back my lost wallet! so nice of her! as in really la, she pei me walk and find the place lo. and we are like lost?! cos the buildings were like so cramp and the same. found it at last. and got the wallet, still got money inside! wahaha. the person very nice leh, never take the money. thanks! ^^ thanks weiting also. love u! hope i can pei u go bugis tmr la. i sure will ask one lo.

nothing else to say alr, mmm, i'll blog later.

&still trying to find a happy ending

Friday, February 24, 2006
i guess i must be really bored now, cos im actually doing this! survey! wad the hell. hahas. nvm about that la. just want to waste some time before i go to sleep. yups. (:

1. What time is it?
1037pm, late alr ah.

2. Name:
Chee Ling, nice name isnt it(:

3. Piercings:
2, one on each ear.

4. What is the most recent movie that you seen in a theatre:
mmm, i not stupid 2? think so. nice movie btw. ^^

5. Your last vacation spot:
carn rmb. too long alr, sentosa i suppose. x)

6. Place of birth:
s'pore, mt.avernia hospital.

7. Favourite New Food :
i love pineapple tarts! the nicest among all!

8. Ever been to Africa:
not yet. sooner or later?

9. Ever been toilet papering rolling:
mmm, wads dat? papering rolling?

10. Love someone so much it made you cry:
yes, i did.

11. Been in a car accident:
yar, when i was in my dad's car. BANG. and that's it.

12. Croutons or bacon bits:
any food is just great.

13. Favourite day of the week:
thursday, saturday? cos its gym days. LOL.

14. Favourite Restaurant:
sushi tei? hahas. i just love sushi.

15: Flower:
anything, as long as they are not those dying ones in 3e3 CIP. =X

16. Favourite sport to watch:
soccer, cos it's just so exciting! gymnastics, cos its my fav. sports. and bball.

17. Favourite Drink:
green tea and everything nice.

18. Favourite ice cream:
peppermint!

19. Disney or Warner Brothers:
warner brothers, cos i love tweety and sylvester.

20. Favourite fast food restaurant:
mos burger and BK.

21. What color is your bedroom carpet:
No carpets, sob.

22. How many times you failed your driver's test?
im underaged, excuse me.

23. Before this one, who did you get your last e-mail from?
from a stranger. LOL.

24. What do you do most often when you are bored:
slp, use com, blog, listen music.

25. Bedtime:
anytime. 12-2?

26. Who will respond to this e-mail the quickest?
this is not a email.

27. Who is the person you sent this to that is least likely to respond:
im not going to send this, personal test!

28. Who are you the most curious about their responses to this questionnaire?
me? cos im 38 can.

29. Favourite TV shows:
anything that catches my eye.

30. Last person you went to dinner with:
my parents? duh.

31. Ford or Chevy:
toyota?

32. What are you listening to right now:
silence.

33. What is your favourite colour:
they are orange, green and black(:

34. How many tattoos do you have:
zero.

35. How many pets do you have:
1 dog. cute.

36. Which came first the chicken or the egg?:
the egg, cos i know.

37. How many people are you sending this e-mail to:
none.

&still trying to find a happy ending

Thursday, February 23, 2006
i cannot go class BBQ! damn sad la. thought it will be on 3 march, then now? become 10 march. stupid la. so want to go one lo! sian la. everybody will be having fun, and i'll be on my way to taiwan! i dun wan go taiwan le la! hais.

today's class committee workshop wasted so much of my time la. sit there for 3 hours. and i attend the workshop before one lo, sec 2 that time. for the sports leader de. waste my $5 can. go there stone only lo.

PLEASE! NO BBQ ON 10? =/

&still trying to find a happy ending

Wednesday, February 22, 2006
ytd, justin was caned in the auditorium for hitting eugene. class 3e3, 3e4 and 3e5 were there lo. 2 strokes leh! watched mr tana cane the 1st time, and dint dare to watch him cane for the 2nd time. covered my eyes. i watch alr so pain le lo, carn imagine how he felt when he was caned.

chenying beside me damn bad la, still luffing. like caning very fun and exciting to watch like that. seeing pple kena hit or caned was like so sick la, still can laugh. nvm about that la.

after school, stayed back for peer tutoring. BORING, as usual. but audrey is cute and i finally got her email and friendster(: aftertt, went to class to talk with jordan, boonbin, yuenchi, nina, dionne, sam lau? or was it nigel? cannot rmb la. but it was damn funny la. had a great time talking! hahas. boonbin is cute. LOL. really.

today, mr lee dint come again. cos he said he got red spots on his leg. dunno wth is that la, but nvm. we dont have his lesson today also lo. hahas. maths was nice. i actually finish the work 1st. buahaha, im a pro in maths! LOL.

im joining long jump and high jump for sports day. all the best to me and nina! we're competing against rach and doreen. LOL. like gymnastics competition like that. hahas. sure die de lo. cannot even jump sia. jac is gg shot put, kelvin also. JIAYOU. hahas.

wait for weiting to finish her detention today, until 5 leh! how nice of me. x) went to mac aftertt for ice cream, and weiting for her fries. and weiting got irritated because of a grp of wad-she-called, 'half guai, half bad' pple? diaos. -.-" cos they act paikia. LOL. too complicated for me to understand la. IM SO INNOCENT AND SIMPLE-MINDED. ^^

&still trying to find a happy ending

Sunday, February 19, 2006
im grounded. just like wad nina has said, the bird is caged! ahh. shit lo. all because of ONE DAMNED CHINESE NEWSPAPER, im grounded. yay. -.-" so i'll be online every single day after school. congrats. so happy ah. hahas.

was discussing with yuenchi about the clips i uploaded in my last post. hahas. discuss damn long la. and he told me that the girl killed his boyfriend, and then committed suicide, and so she has to go to hell. and it's just so logical can?! i think he has the potential in taking literature! hahas. he dont agree, he says he's a science person. LOL. and he showed me another clip [ he did research after he saw my blog! ], http://www.geocities.jp/icefall_storm/advent.html. and u know wad i meant.

good nites(:

&still trying to find a happy ending

Saturday, February 18, 2006
i found this in some forum.
open the two clips, watch them, and just leave them alone 1st. so that u can look at it for reference later on.

clip one

clip two

u think they are just two cute and happy cartoon? YOU ARE WRONG. do you find anything weird in here? maybe, u havent, just click on the next link, and u will get it. ( go in, click view at the top of the window and change the script to Chinese Traditional[ Big5 ])

The Truth

for those who are unable to read from there, here is what it means.


there's a guy on a vehicle.

!?
the driver is Moner.


a girl is waling.


the girl is Natumi.

!?
!?



she takes something out from her pocket.

!?
!?



it's a necklace.

!?
then, Moner arrives.

!?
!?
the music continues.


!?
at the way, there's a lot of cute creatures.

!?
some waved their flags.


Natumi is also very happy.



she gets down the vehicle, and followed the others.

!?
music continues.


they saw Shii and Giko on the way.


^^


aww, so sweet.


they got frightened by the others.


at the same time,


Moner did not know when the others got on his vehicle.

!?
!?

!?
!?

!?
!?



everybody is very happy.


!?
!?


Moner drives very fast.

!?
the two at the back are also very happy.


but Moner presses a button,


and the two of them flew away.

at the same time,


Natumi is happily playing with everybody.


suddenly,


she saw..

!?
Moner shouting at them, telling them not to get down the car w/o him knowing.


everybody runs.


and everybody hides.


!?
Natumi says goodbye to everyone.


then, Natumi tells Moner something.



she says that she want to go over to that side, cos there's the sea.


they reached alr.


Natumi take the necklace out again.



and threw it into the sea.


it drops into the sea.

!?
Natumi seems very contented.


and they leaves.


the end, you can watch it again if u press the ZHONG.





Not bad? cute? everything seems to happy and calm.



BUT,



do you sometimes will ask, -.-" wads these scene for?












below is my point of view.


the story of Natumi Step

this must be Natumi's ex-boyfriend.




so,








this necklace. is it thrown away becos of him?








look at the words and the topleft of the picture.

'An Tang' Natumi
7/20/23:36 'Zhu'



the important thing is this, 7/20/23:36 'Zhu'. it's alr past 1130, but why is it still so bright?

the ans is at the bottom.










the train is here, look at the time on the clock.




let's enlarge it.





!?








just to remind you. it's not 6 plus 7.





it's almost the same timing..






when Natumi is saying goodbye to everyone,



can you see?

up:TEN59
down:GI59


tengoku jigoku

*5 is read as 'go', 9 is read as 'ku'.









Heaven And Hell






if this is the cross-junction of heaven and hell,



the way Natumi is heading is?!


the ans to that is this.




you may think that i'm just imaginating too much, but look at this!





enlarge it.














this may look like a normal clip, but it has a very deep meaning to it.



actually, there's also something hidden in Clip 2.



when you open the link, the clip looks like this.


and the url,

it is like this.




change the 'htm' to 'swf'.





in this way, you will only see the flash and nth else.







press restore to make the window smaller.




pull and stretch until the clip becomes thin and narrow.




!?





!?





what is she holding?



AND.



Watch her step!!


she doesnt have legs, they are disappearing.





pull the window until it becomes the longest.






right click on to the clip and press 'play'.






END is gone.




!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

guess wad happens.

&still trying to find a happy ending

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